I don’t know what to do, nothing is going right, I’ve resorted to talking to counselors, because stuff. I really want to go home and sleep in my own bed and draw and watch TV and youtube, I know there are only 3 nights left but, I don’t think I can do this anymore, I know I’ll regret it but, I’m on the verge of tears every single day. I can’t sleep and I just feel super homesick, I have to get up early and everything is loud and I can’t take all the noise, some of the people here are really loud and crazy. I just really want to see my family. Most people are having fun but, all the moving around, I’m back with my old roommate and I don’t understand why I can’t be alone, I guess. My roommate makes me uncomfortable and the people I know are super sad and homesick and so that just rubs off on me. Honestly, the atmosphere feels kind of like school. I really think I need to go home. I know this is supposed to be good for me, but it’s just making me sick. The stuff I was excited for, we aren’t even doing. Personally, I don’t see the point in staying the rest of the week.
Well, we did some stuff with microscopes, and interior design; which was super fun, and yeah. We had this formal thing were we talked to people in different professions. That was cool, I guess. I just want to cry. I want to actually get some good sleep. I really think I need to leave. Just give me the freedom to do that? Please?